Surprised?

When I think back to my childhood, I really never thought that I'd have a FAMILY. I always dreamt of having my own kid but never the whole deal.

But here I am. 25 and something months after, with my own baby & a man I love.

I do not regret doing anything. I wanted all of this to happen. If there was anything that I feel sad about, it's that there are a lot of people who looked up to me and I feel their disappointment. I hope to be able to make it right someday.

Please do not condemn me or my family. I knew everything that I was doing. You can't blame me if I didn't believe in marriage. It's something that I never really held important. I never daydreamed about wedding gowns or flowers or honeymoons, and all that jazz... I wanted a kid. Period.

BUT now... everything's different. I wish somebody talked to me before like how everyone's talking to me now. Your opinion's would have mattered then. It's kind of too late now but of course, it's never too late to do something about the past.

I will marry the man that I love and the father of my child. Because I love him and I want the world to know that I am willing to say FOREVER to him.

Until then.

This is my next stop. Next journey starts on September.